Listen to your heart

Do you ever had this situation, that you do not know how to choose? You got a few choices and you need to choose one of them. You feel like your head is going to explode. @.@ Without knowing what to do, the best thing to do is,

- Take a deep breath.
- Ignore that matter for a while.
- Do something else that will make your mind relax.
- Come back to the matter after your mind is clear and can make proper decision.

This is like...flowing water. It suddenly got stuck. While at this moment, go do something else. When you come back, it'll be unstuck. :) At least while it's stuck, you did not just stay there without doing anything. Everything will be going smoothly again. Do not rush yourself making a decision as it might become worst. Just..breathe! :p

Sometimes when something is going too fast, I will feel that something is just not right. I want it to be steady but not fast. I asked myself, what do I want? Feeling confused and not knowing what to do. But it's time for me to think wisely and do not make a fool of myself. Well, I got the answer now. :)

Where's my Mr.Right?!

I still remember when ppl told me that, :" It's better to stay single..at least you will be able to see more things. You scare all the good guys will run away meh? Slowly find a better guy and live happily."

Haha. For now, I do not think that way. Because I think that most of the good guys are already attached. Believe me. -.- Whenever I met with any good guys, either they got gf or maybe they like someone else. Anyway, I still don't feel like looking for a bf. :) I guess I haven't met with someone that I truly love. Hmm. I wonder if after my studies and everything, will I have to post in the newspaper like this..

Haha. Don't misunderstood me, I'm not desperate to have a bf. :) It's just that my Mr.Right didn't appear yet. Where the hell is my Mr.Right?! Lol. You do take a long time to appear. Hmph. If he's not going to appear after 5 years, I'm so gonna find a 'Mrs.Right' which is means go and be a lesbian. I was just kidding.

Something to share...(in chinese geh)

亲爱的, 你的表情看起来好沮丧, 仿佛枯萎的落叶.
是因为你所希望的那件事, 让你失望的缘故吗?

那么, 来, 许下你心里的愿望, 并且去找一片土地, 种下一颗种子.

然后静静等待, 看看是你的心愿先发生, 还是那粒种子先发芽.

种子是很奇妙的东西, 虽然它被深深埋在泥土里, 却怀抱着对于天地的信任静静等待,
直到适合发芽的季节, 终于伸展出新绿.

人生的艰难, 在于濒临谷底的时候, 依然愿意仰望天空, 坚持相信奇迹.

而, 亲爱的, 让每一粒种子发芽的, 也就是这份对于奇迹的盼望.

很多事情不是一夜之间就能达到你要的目标. 所以呢, 耐心绝对是必要的性格. 因为在还没有到最后一刻, 都不可以放弃或感到失望. 如果还没有达到你的目的地, 那是因为还不是最后一刻.

An argument with my mom

First of all, I need to say sorry. Oh, not to anyone..I'm saying sorry to my blog. :p Sorry for abandoning you for quite some time. My bad..actually it's facebook and SDO's bad.

Anyway, yesterday I had an argument with my mom. Eh, not that serious type, but we just happened to be got different opinion. We suddenly talked about my siblings' gf/bf. First, we talked about my bro and his gf. Oh well, for us, we think that both of them are quite stable together. But sometimes I feel pity for my bro's gf. I think that my bro is a super ego man. Maybe he's just acting or what, but he should understand more about a gal's feeling. :p No doubt, both of them are loving each other. At least not that playing type.

As for my sis, this is the part me and my mom argued about. She said my sis shouldn't be too close with her bf. But I think that it's hard to control our feeling. When we love someone, how could it possible to just love a bit but not love according to our heart? Yeah, my mom worried that IF one day they break up, my sis couldn't accept it. Can't blame on my mom too. Her daughter what. Sure she will worry a lot. I said just let her be..not that my sis's bf is a bad guy. We met b4 and I see that he's actually a good guy who loves my sis a lot. :) He takes good care of her. I'm happy for my sis bcos she found a guy that she truly loves. EVEN IF one day they break up, it will depends on my sis if she knows how to handle or not. Everyone learns and I believe that she will stronger after that. Of course, I don't hope for sad ending. My mom then said I don't understand love. She said that when you lost someone you love, you will be very upset and might even end up kill urself. I know, I know..Love can be very powerful...just that I don't agree that we should control our love.

I argue with my mom because of a few reasons.
- She said my sis shouldn't love her bf too much.
- She said love can be very hurt. (ok, love will hurts, but everyone knows that)
- I think we shouldn't think too negative.
- She said I haven't in a serious relationship b4.

Everyone got their own thoughts on problem solving. What we can do is just give advise or opinion but not to teach them what to do. In the end, decision will be yours. In a relationship, when you do not know what to do, you can ask for opinion, but never let your friends decide for you. And make sure you ask the right person too. Lol. lastly, after you make the decision, don't regret. :)

So So Random

Oh well, I got nothing much to blog nowadays. Why? Bcos I'm having my sem break and everyday my life got nothing special happened. Lol.

Let me tell you about my life.

11.00am - Wake up
12.00pm - Have lunch
1.00pm - Start to play facebook and SDO.
4.00pm - Watch TV programs.
6.00pm - Play again.
7.00pm - Have dinner
8.00pm - Play again!

You see la! Really nothing to blog. Unless got people listen to my boring lifestyle. :p I think nobody would even be interested to know when I pee and shit la. -.-
Anyway, sad to hear that Lydia Sum, 沈殿霞 passed away. :( Hope she will R.I.P. People should have focus more on the news that really need attention, for example like something related to charity, but not like the Edison's case.

AHhhhhhhh..there's one thing in my mind now. I need to find a place to stay in KL! This is so not good. First of all, I'm not sure if I can pass all my subjects and then continue to take advance diploma in KL. Then if I'm going, I need to find a place as soon as possible. As my senior told me, they usually start to find during 2nd year 2nd sem break. Means now. It's actually quite hard bcos I will have to go there by myself and I also need a person to bring me go. I'm not even sure who's going to be my roommate. The twins are going to stay in the college's hostel. Winnie will never confirm with me. lol. Regina is planning to stay in hostel too. :/

Dowan to think first. Let me show you some pictures that I took a few days ago.

p/s : Merlyn, I know you are reading this. :p

Happy V-Day! 情人节快乐！

Well, for me, this is just a normal day. :) Not that I'll be able to celebrate it with my friends or my lover. Anyway, just wanna wish all the couples out there a very happy valentine's day and enjoy! As for the singles out there, don't worry...We can enjoy our single life everyday...:p Being single is not really bad after all.

There's something that I wanna share. Hope you understand manderin.

情人

看着别人成双成堆，孤单的你总觉得感伤。

没有情人的人，就像是被全世界遗弃的人啊！

你说。爱情并不是一种状态，而是一种心态。

表面上的成双成对，私底下说不定是双份的寂寞。

看起来形单影双，心里却可能充满了丰盈的喜乐。

所以，自己就是自己的最好的情人。 可以自得其乐的人，就是最快乐的人！

呵呵，这可不是我写的，也是从同一个本， ‘朵朵小语 ’ 甜美的轻松。那些还是单身的人，别伤心哦！ 我相信总有一天，你会找到你的另外一半。:) 缘份要到，要怎样挡都挡不住。反而，缘份还没有到，怎样拉都拉不到。但是，盲目的等着，是没有用的。遇到自己喜欢的人，要去争取。机会一旦过了，就不能回头。加油！

Mission Accomplished

Buahahahaha.

I'm finally back from KL. Phew. It was sure a happy journey! Met with the relatives from KL, Malacca, JB and also S'pore. Well, back to the point. Why is the title said 'Mission Accomplish?'

Ngek ngek ngek. I went to KL and did 1 thing. That is..TRY BIG APPLE!

not this type de big apple.

Is the Big Apple donuts!

I need to say a big thank you to my cousin, Bernard. Without him, I think I'll not be able to buy it. Of course not to forget my dear brother, Kee Boon. Heh. He's the one who paid for it. Thank kiu! :p Michelle & Gillian, don't jealous of me. Hohoho. A lot of people said that if you want to eat donuts, you need to try J.CO & Big Apple. Well, I tried both now. :D


Actually it looks almost the same with J.CO donuts. The flavors are even almost the same. :/ But seriously, I think I prefer J.CO. Hmm..maybe bcos I queued 30 minutes for J.CO while I queued only 10 minutes for Big Apple. Lol.

Bought it from The Gardens. I guess it's a new shopping mall next to Midvalley. The things over there are quite expensive.. :x Okay! I think I'll stop eating donuts. My relatives are saying that I put on weight jor. Argh.

蝴蝶

最近买了一本书，书名是 ‘朵朵小语 ’ 甜美的放松。


读到了一面，让我觉得很赞同的。那就是 ‘与蝴蝶的相处’。


故事是这样的，你喜欢上了一个人，很想跟他/她做朋友。然后，久而久之，你发现他/她很好，慢慢地爱上那个人。那很正常的，你就想要去追求她/他。

但是，你越靠近她，她就越闪躲你；你越紧张想要表达你的心意，她就越惊慌逃离。这就好像等于你拿着捕蝶网，到处奔跑，想要捕到那只你喜欢的蝴蝶。不过怎样都好，你却捕不到那只美丽的蝴蝶。唯有当你丢掉捕蝶网，空着手，静静站在原地，散发出轻松柔和的愉悦气息，蝴蝶才会把你当成大自然的一部分，才觉得你存在也像一朵花，才会欢欣地在你的肩头停下来。

美好的爱情就等于蝴蝶相处，你无法强求，只能让一切在自然之中自然地发生，这就是爱情的奥秘。即使那只蝴蝶被你捕到了，那又怎样？得到了它，却得不到它的心。别忘了，勉强，是没有幸福的。就让一切自自然然吧！

你赞同吗？:)

The advantage of having big boobs

Hola! Exam finished and I do not want to mention about it. Just let me enjoy my sem break and I'll have to suffer after CNY.

Went to watch movie last evening with the twins. While we were queuing to buy some junk foods in front of the cinema, I realized that there was a tall gal standing behind me. Oh ya, with big boobs. We were waiting for quite some time as there was only 1 lane open and around 5-6 persons queuing. Wait, wait and wait.

Then about that girl with big boobs, she was wearing low-cut shirt. Even that I'm a girl, I can't help myself but to stare at her boobs for a few seconds. Lol. Suddenly one of the workers open another lane and called for her. -.- wtf? So weird la them. Around 4-6 workers standing inside but only open 1 lane. Suddenly open a new lane and then call that big boobs gal go over there. Somemore chat with her. I think maybe that worker know her geh.

Anyway, my point is, a gal with big boobs always has more advantages than the smaller ones. That's so not fair. Guys also treat gals with big boobs better..No wonder so many gals out there want to have breast implants. You! Yes, I mean you..guys! You guys prefer big boobs huh!



Hmph. If that so, I'll show you my big big boobs! *drum rollssss*


Surprise!

Now, happy?

Anyway, still remember the picture above? Yah, I joined the Chipster contest a few months ago? That was one of my art piece. Wakakaka. If you want to read about that post again, click here. Oh ya, I guess I didn't blog this b4. Okay, it might be a bit late, but late is better then nothing.. :p I've won the consolation price for Chipster contest. I received a 1GB pendrive from them.

Wakaka..I thought they will send me some Chipsters, so that I can eat them or what. Well, I guess this isn't that bad after all..:) *This is a real late update.*